Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Just try to be happy
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Yea many things happened these few days..
And it's why i dint really blog.. Sorry~
I really dont know how to explain.
I know, growing up kills..
Things are getting more and more complicating.
More problems to face.
Well no one really knows and cares about it..
Not even my FRIENDS.
Guess sometimes i'll have to keep something..
Just for my own.
When there's no one to share with.
I mean, i cant blame anyone.. Right? =)
Well well.. I'll jz stay possitive like i always do..
Thinking..
EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY
Cant really blog everything abt these few days, too much.
So, will jz sub everything in some song lyrics
Songs i keep listening these few days, and really describe how i feel!!^^
Some one once told me, you have to choose,
What you win or lose, you cant have EVERYTHING..
Don't you take chances, might feel the PAIN..
Don't you love in vain, cause love won't set you free..
I can't stand by the side, and watches life pass me by..
So UNHAPPY, but SAFE is could be..
Holding on tightly, just can't let it go,
Just trying to play my role, and slowly DISSAPEAR..
But all these days, they feel like they're the same,
Just.. Different faces, different names..
Get me out of here..
I can't stand by YOUR side, and watches life pass me by..
So what if it hurts me?? So what if i break down??
So what if the earth just throws me off the edge, My feet run out of ground??
I gotta find MY place, I wanna hear MY sound.
Don't care about all the pain in front of me,
Cause i just wanna be,
..Happy..
I've learn a lesson, which it's not on textbook..
It's not what school would teach you..
It's not what you sit for exam..
It's not a knowledge that anyone can pass you..
it's called..
Decision makings..
These days, heard many things about him..
Everyone telling me how much he cares about me..
He cares about all my recent relationships,
He cares about my life..
But he is not showing it, so am I?
Im not showing him that i know he cares bout me.
Im not showing him that i care bout him too.
Sometimes, after the storm.. Something just change forever..
It's impossible for us to be friends..
It just hurt too much to see each other again.
So it's better to just act.
Remembers those things we wanted.
Now all our memories, they're haunted.
We're always meant to say goodbye.
Even with our fists held high, It never would've worked out right.
We were never meant for do or die.
I didn't want us to burn out, I didn't come here to hold you
Now I CAN'T stop..
Looking at you makes it harder,
But I know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you want to cry.
Started with a perfect kiss, then we could feel the poison set in..
PERFECT couldn't keep this love alive.
You know that I love you, so I love you enough to let you go..
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road, someone's gotta go
I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better, but I want you to move on.
You can't make it feel RIGHT when you know it's WRONG..
So I'm already
..GONE..
Something is gone, It's gone..
No matter what happened, we still have to move on.
Don't let anyone affect you.
Stand by yourself, it's YOUR life.
Just hold on, stay tuned, there would be some one for you.
Barked at 11:41 PM =)
Friday, November 13, 2009
Vonn's bdayy
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HAPPY BIRTHDAYLEONG EE VONN
Leong Vonn Ee^^
My beloved Vonn
We used to be in the same school for 6 years..
But we nvr notice each other.. Suddenly in SU
Everything changed xD
Happened so suddenly =)
Someday somehow our friendship is built..
And it started to grow!!
We have some very close thinking
We have the same opinion sometimes
We've been crazy together
And sometimes share secrets
Or jz sitting together for nth and staring blankly xD
And the most thing.. We're both HAPPY GO LUCKY!!
Hahahaa so i wish you could be happy forever =]
Our friendship never ends~
Keep the smile girl.. The smile that can light up everyone's day^^
Babe i love you ♥
*Kisses Hugss*
And i know you love me too, sampat!! xD
Barked at 2:59 PM =)
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Howard's house =D
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10/11/09
So.. Suddenly
Howard called me and told me
JJ & YiSin are going to his house..
I was so free and bored so i went =D
He asked me to bring my vlb.. Weird o.O
So i brought... It... -.-"
After lunch, off to his house..
Reached there,
JJ was
dota-ing..
Lawl then
Quincy came back wit.. Who again..?
Oh ya
Yi Sin's brother,
Lee xD
We used comp for a while~
Went to the park played for a while..
Rain came so we went in..
Howard show-off his quicksilvers~
And suddenly we decided to go into the room to talk..
Feel more comfortable without
Quincy &
Lee -.-"
Chat chat chat and
Chris came.. Wtf?? -.o
Who called him arh.. Oh wait.. It's me xD
Then we chat chat chat..
Cant believe
Howard JJ Chris actually chat abt Pokemon cards..
And dota.. Wtf..
I felt.. Damn sien trapped in a room wit kiddies -.-"
Rain stopped so we went to the park again.. Play vlb lol
Howard seems to be serious o.O
He said he wanna train in vlb xD LMAO
He kena insulted by me and
JJ gao gao abt him not playing sports..
Now he's telling me he's so so up to vlb..
Howard must be kidding, the physical will kill him -.-"
Then
Yi Sin joint us.. Lawl..
Quincy &
Lee bkb,
Chris both side -.-"
Then
Steffi came..
Then some
Seafields' came..
Chris said hi.. All play bkb..
Chris said
Quincy &
Lee look damn tall and mature as form2
And i said he looks short and immature as form4
MUAHAHAA~!! xD Not funny -.-"
Quincy felt down for few times and laughing like hell..
They pants
Quincy.
Then they pants
Howard.
Then they pants
JJ.
Then they pants
Lee i think o.O
Me Steffi YiSin was laughing and watching..
Blah blah blah blah blah blah~
Went to
KFC around 5 after my few hours of bugging xD
Why
KFC?? Cz i dreamt of it the night before.. LOL
I seriously dreamt of it!! =D
So
Me Howard JJ YiSin Chris Steffi went
KFC by walking..
Ate upstairs..
Yi Sin played wit the sauce after eating..
We invented.. The
HOWARD KIU SAUCE!! xDD
It was so chilling upstairs.. After those craps, went washroom..
JJ wet me!! Of cz, as revenge.. Im gonna pay him TWICE!!
He splashed me wit tap water..
Then.. I kept
PEPSI in my mouth xD
For like.. More than 10 minutes of walking and the
PEPSI was still in my mouth..
Imagine how disgusting it is xD WOOHOO~!!
We walked back, passed by MPSJ
Pepsi was still there.. Then then..
Chris caught
JJ and i split it at him!!
LMAO~!! I know it's disgusting xD
HAHAHAHAHAAA Dont mess wit me,
JJ =D
And then they pants
Chris.. OMG I saw something *wink* Lmao xD
Nothing nothing =P i saw NOTHING!!
Dont worry
Chris, it's between US *wicked laughen*
Said bye bye to
Steffi and we went to the park again..
Played for a while, fooling around..
Many ppl playing bkb, we played vlb for a while..
Yi Sin gave my ball a name.. Fluffy... Omg -.-"
Yi Sin, nvr thought u can be SO SO
lovely XD
So gay lahh you =P
Mum went to pick me up at 7.30 and left..
Guess that's all =]
CIAO~!!
PICHAS PICHAS PICHAS
Dota freak -.-"
Howard, my daughter =D
KFC
The HOWARD KIU SAUCE
Serve wit Pepsi =D
!!EAT IT HOWARD EAT IT!!
Cheers JJ =)
Act emo lahh now?? -.o
Dun pants me =P
Barked at 12:16 AM =)
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Lepak around SS15.. Damn the rain -.-"
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9/11/09
Ponteng today.. LOL
Like i promised, gotta belanja
Rong &
Vonn..
Why? Nyeh nyeh nyeh.. Lawl nth much, owed them that's all.
So 1pm
Me Rong PuiYi meet up at
Rong's house.
Later, we walked to court 2 to meet up
Vonn and
Chris
p/s: damn lazy to use the word 'some one' adi -.-"
It started to rain.. The sampats wit umbrellas ciao without me T.T
So they reached there first, me and
Chris stayed on the overhead bridge..
To wait for the rain to stop instead of running like sohais xD
Later, went
Snowflake Taiwanese Dessert Secrets
Met them and ordered and started to eat and chat blah blah blah
Ppl intro to me and so i went to try it..
Yes, i recommend this =D
It's located at SS15.. Opposite Asia Cafe somewhere near McD's if not mistaken o.O
Dunno lahh, jz go and look for it =]
It's quite nice lahh actually.
Later,
Daniel joint us.
They decided to go Subang Parade..
Planned to take taxi but cant find any so gotta walk..
Suddenly, rain starts again LOL
So.. Like i said we dont have any umbrella..
They spent their day in Subang Parade while me and Chris lepak around SS15
Wtf weihh -.-"
Was standing and chatting and fooling around for a while..
Yeah, that's all.. Seriously nth else.. NOTHING!! Else..^^
Went Station 1 to get some
hot chocolate..
Later, i was hungry.. So we ordered
Mushroom Soup &Garlic Bread.. LMAO
Lifeless..
Lil
Chris was sick and tired.. So in order to brin him up..
My weapon..
HAND SANITIZER!! LAVENDER FRAGRANCE!!
MUAHAHAA~!! xD
Whenever i take that thingy out.. He'll like.. "O.O~~" and started to back off..
And me.."^^~~~" Come boyy come xD
Played wit it, wasted blah blah..
And when we walk.. He smells like
Lavender!! xD How niceee...
And he's pissed.. By the smell -.-"
But who cares?? =D
Went McD's later.. Was planning to sit there and chat oni one but then..
Somehow we bought fries o.O
Why arh.. Forgot xD
Took some pics of him.. Asked him to act cute then he say dunwan worr -.-"
Omg he acted like.. DAMN CUTE but not allow to take pics xD
Sorry~~ Will try to take it nxt time.. Nyeh Nyeh Nyeh~~
Dunno lahh..
Then we went to court 2 around 6pm
It.. Rain again -.-"
LOL But not very heavy lahh, drizzling nia =D
And blah blah blah
All shits.. Went back to sku at 6.50 =]
Met PuiYi Rong Vonn
School bell rings so me and Vonn went thru gate 3
Walked to gate 2.. Damn lame -.-"
And.. THAT'S ALL!! =DD
PICTURES TIME~!!
Rong's house
Lol sorry Rong, i still posted these pics xD
Picture says it..
Beeping UFO!! =D
Snowflake Bestseller
Some.. Soya thingy which i forgot it's name =.=
Seriously i forgot who took these pics -.-"
Station 1
Hand sanitizer xDD
Such a waste -.-"
McDonald's
Err.. Dont act pls.. You know you're not cute o.O
Lmao no offence xD
p/s: Seng kor dun complain bout my blog.. And my dp -.-"
Barked at 10:46 PM =)
Monday, November 9, 2009
Tournament..
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7/11/09
So went Shah Alam stadium section 19 volleyball court..
To watch the tournament =]
Used up to 6 hours there xD
Yeapp, really lotsa pro out there..
Watch alot, learnt alot..
Blah blah blah.. Well nth much, our team yeah lost..
But it's okay xD
It's for experience =]
Seniors did well.. But it's their first time haha
Barked at 10:41 PM =)
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Friends who dont support you..
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Yeah, some of you ppl know who im talking bout..
4 of us Me,S,J,L were really close friends..
One day i've join vlb and no time for them anymore.
Trainings everyday.
Then me and the other players getting closer and closer..
Later on, I asked S to join vlb
We were lacking of players and i can see that she can do it.
Coach does too.
We dun wanna waste such a potential player..
And so she's in..
Later on, she seldom comes for training.
She joint later than us and she's really lacking of training.
Supposingly my job is done.. I've bring some one to our team.
I did a
good job to bring her in and the rest is up to her.
Til that day when coach told me "No matter what, dont let her quit vlb."
So.. It's like i cant leave her there..
Her problem is she cant seem to mix wit us.
She dosent seem to be interested in vlb.
Few days ago i've found that the main reason is J and L
Ppl out there told me many things..
L asked S to quit vlb. L said there's nothing good about vlb
She asked S to leave and join netball..
Which is L and J both joining..
J as well.. I've asked if S seriously wanna join..
J told me 'Of cz she dosent want'
And i found out that for few times she skipped trainings is becz of L and J
Idk wat to say lahh but it's really a long story and ppl out thr wont understand.
To her..
(This part is wasting the readers time, so dont read..
This is for her, that's all)
Well u know there's still something i cant talk to you in school.
I hope you understand, i really wan you to be a part of us..
I dont wan you to feel odd.
As a team, we dont jz play or fight together.. We share the same thinking..
For few times i wanna ask you to join us.. Even shopping
Or jz simply yamcha.. Or additional trainings..
But you nvr come.. What's stopping you??
I jz wan to pull the distance between you and the other players.
It's no point staying if you really dont want to.
If you wanna quit, i wont stop you..
I've asked you for many times..
As u can see the trainings are kinda heavy..
I've told you, you'll have to sacrifice your time wit friends..
You'll gt no more time to waste or fooling around.
Your energy, your everything.. You have to put all of you in vlb.
Say yes, and you should know how to control yourself.
Say you wanna quit, i'll respect yr decision..
But since you decided to stay, then dont let me think that you dont care.
Im not pin-pointing J and L
But look at them, look at their attitude.
Being wit them is really wasting yr time.
You're young, fulfill yr life.. Or you'll regret.
Of cz, i gt no rights to choose friends for you.
But as yr friend, you know we were really close friends,
Im jz helping you.
I know what have they told you, no matter bout me or bout volleyball..
I dont care bout how they back-stab me
But what bout you?? Take them as yr friends..
Yeah, friends who wont support you..
Friends who are so SO fcking selfish that they only want you to have time wit them.
Yes, so called FRIENDS
Why cant they jz be the type of bff who support you no matter wat's yr decision??
They're even asking you to quit!!
I dont know if you'll believe them or what.
But you know what, I've experienced.. Dont trust yr friends too much.
Put YOURSELF first.
Sometimes that's the way.
Pls try to stand by your own, yr own thinking.. All i wanna know is yr own answer.
You can get a group of new friends, which you should
But somehow you jz dun wanna give them up..
Maybe you can take them as real friends
But.. Jz dun take everything they say..
You should know you belong wit what type of friends..
Still, it's up to you to choose yr friends..
I still hope that you can try to accept us.. Spend time wit us
You'll see the difference..
I want you to feel comfortable wit us..
Treat us as how u treat friends, as how you can trust us
Not jz teammates =]
We dont jz go out and play a game together..
We've been training together..
Doing physical together, sweating and laughing together
We've been standing under the sun..
Running the court and get punished together.. Why??
Not jz for the match.. It's something more than that =)
Now, we'll fight together.. No matter losing or winning..
As a team!!
None of the players are called 'ODD'
At this moment, im doing all these not for the team..
Not for coach.. Not for myself..
It's for YOU
Barked at 11:40 PM =)
